I wasn't on the list

Eh, Haha. Ayat di atas tiada kene mengena dgn apa yg aku nak ckp. Saja jep. Haha. But the word disappointed is main idea for this post :(

DISAPPOINTED describes what I feel for today. Oh yeah, I deny every duty I got today. I want to be like other junior prefect, mcm patung bernyawa gituh. then lari dari kene naik pentas amek hadiah. tp kena tangkap. so then teacher scold me. Huwaa. but I dont care abt it even a little bit la. then after assembly, tah apa rasuk badan, tbe merayau dlm antara murid. gedebush. bertembung with Teha. Teha said something. that time kan so noisy, so I tought die ckp pasal kbakaran. so I just say nasib ler. Then after disedarkan diri, she was talking about the 8a's Candidates. Teha kata I wasn't listed. I was just mcm tak caya. when I looked roughly the list, Yes, My name takde and I was just like =.=" I was like mcm tak kesah lepas tu, but the I look the others took photo, rasa mcm nak gak kan. so I ask ckgu Nik. Betul ke nie? then tbe2 kelihatan awie, ridzuan and beberapa bdk kelas A was at there too. they asked me, thiera, aku un cermelang dah mcm kao. Then I asked korg dpt heh? dieorg proudly say YES. So I told them that im not on the list. Pergh, they started to tease me. mcm2 la. then Hajar, Siew Suan, and sapa lg tah, keep on tnya " huh? btl you takde?betul ke? betul ke?" I felt so maluu-nya, mcm tak puas hati, geram. :'( yela seramai 24 over 29 yg dlm senarai tu. kira 5 org jep tak. so kira aku malang la kan. but then Hajar bg me kata kata perangsang. So feel much better. betol kot kata Hajar, im not stupid and take this as a challenge to be sucess. I told my mom in car just now. My mom said "stakat tercalon buat pe, jadi mcm abg lu, tercalon but then dpt 1A jep and bla bla bla.." okay feel much better now.