im scared

Okay, just now after pegi tuisyen konon. I was so boring so then I ajak my father to eat padahal tak lapar pon. So I choosed to eat at Mutiara Bistro. Okay, I bring my novel along. I duduk jela. baca novel. waiter to amek order as usual. tak tgk pun muka diaa. then when my time to order, I looked up then the waiter and I look at each other. Hati aku dah berdupdap kencang. Its him. He tenun at me, but I pura2 look at at my dad. okay, to make me more comfort i just read the novel. then die jugak yg anta makanan and minuman. wadosh. then suddently he sat at the table betul2 depan me. he looked at me sgt tajam. Giler bohong if I dont relise la. So I lawan pandangan die. My god hati aku mcm ribut taufan, do I still love him ke apa nie hawaw. dlm hati aku maki2 die. Die masih igt kisah lama kitaorg or dendam nie. Cara die tenun susah nak tafsir. dan aku naik takut dan mcm biasa, tgn aku jadi sejuk. Ya Allah. tolong la. please forget the past, please ;(