EmmmmSssi

Tolong laa wonder why Im still here,

online freely at home, on the bed.

harhar. Okay Im not feeling well

truely not well. 

since Saturday, no I mean Friday night

dah ada symptoms. Err

and It feels sucks.

as for your information,

I am a person that RARELY sick.

but now I DO

Ujian daripada Allah.

and guess what ?!

I met the doctor last Saturday night.

And the doctor gave me 3days MC.

-,-!

For your info, malam tadi suppose ada POTLUCK. ehh not. yang sebenarnya to have mini suprise birthday gathering for Cikgu Nani. I really wish to be there. but I really cant. Sebabnya, at first aku fikir nak balik jee. kuatkan diri, tahann. And i know im a person that tuff. but when I woke up on Sunday morning, my mum ask me, are you going back or not. And thats made me think again and again. until i decided to take the MC because I want to be strengthfull when I go back for school. I want to be a new ATHIRAH. dengan azam dan tekad baru. Put on more focus on each subjects. and what if I go back, act to be strong but actually im not. thenn terlemau sana sini, belajar punn melayang nnti. And I think that small gathering will be fine without me. I do really beria nak pergi but mybe the next time ada lg kot. or at least end-year gathering before SPM ?! kann ?

I just got the phone call from

Aliah Nad and Naziefa.

They told me Cikgu Nani tak datang.

and they not really enjoying themselve.

I was really dissapointed.

i mean truely truely.

We planned this for the past one month

we wanted to show our appreatiate

for her. but this is what we got.

no never mind. 

mybe she has some other

important things to do

but we truely sincerely nak celebrate her.

sedihh takk ? punya berkobar buat group 5 Einstein.

tapi mcm ini hasilnya.

Matlamat tak tercapai. even I wasnt there

but It do bother me. haihh

#mengeluhhhpanjannnngg!

i really sorry for the rest of 5Einstein.

thanks alot for you guys

COORPERATIONS. 

I'll remember this like forever.

thanks again friends.

#ada Hikmahlaa kot benda ni berlaku

aku pinn sedihhhh, but apa boleh buatkannnnn?!

wait for me this Tuesday k ♥   

Cuti berakhir di sini.

MISS DIRA. Hey yaw !~ Okay last Thursday. I made a date. dengan Akak Dira. geli takk aku pggl akak. hehe. sorry ehh sbb tak pggl akak. aku rasa ROCK bila I can call you Dira. to me hubungan akn lebih sng akrab without the formal pgglan. sbb tuu aku tak suka bdk lower pggl aku akak. Tuaa laa sgt. She's nineteen this year. he's my ex-senior kat Tun Tuah. same bath with my brother. and Yeah dia baru habis Matrik. Huntungg lee. Movie harituu siyes BESTT! SNOW WHITE AND THE HUNTSMAN. byk3 bentuk hati tuk movie niyh. Semua mesti bengang ending tak ckp she picked siapakan. but to mee. Producer tuuuuu cinta mati dgn aku. Dia taknak aku kecawa, so then dua dua punn kita takk tahuu. aku site for William. hewhew, Dira site for the huntsman. Tak sukaaa sgt si huntsman. again : tak suka sgt. bukan tak suka langsung. harhar. Okay that wasnt actually my first meeting with friends. 

#takboleh letak gmbr mereka berdua shj

kerna aku tidak meretui. harhar

#this is William. please do vote for him

The day before that. aku kuar gi bli kain for teacher Nani. Then on the same day, Si Fazri bdk Johor came and visit Melakaku Indahh. so then we met up. taklama pungg. Dengan few of our friends lg. Okay jujur lee niyh, friends tu semua laki. eleh aku smpai Gulatis nak pkul 3. pkul 6lbh dah balikk. hurmm. teruja laa jugakk sbb ada juga kwn dtg Melaka ajak jumpa. hurmm, I cant entertain kau sgt, SPM woii. nnti lepas SPM aku bawa kau convoi satu Melaka ehh. kalau kau nakk laa. Taknak sudah. FULLSTOP!

Cinta Baruu :)

Hey there, krikk krikk #takde orang.

Hoookeyy. Cuti pungg dah nakk tamattt.

entry kali niyh citer pergi Bali on the past 29th Mei hingga 1st Jun :DD

dah tidur lambat malam tu. pukul 3 dah bangun

gerak gi LCCT. Er.

Flight pkul 9.20pg. heehokk

Garuda Wishnu Kencana

aku siyes takut tgk tuuu. huge gilos.

Uluwatu kott nama tempat niyh. siyes lawa the scenary.

tempat buat batikk kot tak silap :)

Breakfast ! third day kot

Second Day. Kintamani :)

Bedugul ke apa tah nama tempat niyh.

Sejukkkk :)

Tanah lot. 

Sun Set <3

Sun set kat Ngurah Rai Airport, Bali

Pergi. group kiteorg 10org, plus satu lg group 5org. Amek flight pukul9.20 tp gerak pkul 9.45 kot tak silap. sampai pkul 12.15 cenggitu. tak smpai 3 jam punn. Then there I meet Uncle Wayan, the tour guide. with a mini bus. so there must be a driver kan. hehe dan one conductor. Pakcik driver muka mcm tukang kebun Tun Tuah yg kurus2 tuu, Pakcik Arifin kot tak silap. yang conductor ituuu comel. Bentuk muka mcm Randy Pangalila. mulut mcm Razif. Err but smoker. how ever he has a good looking :DD But idk his name. sedihh kann ?! Okayy, this was my first time on plane and first time to Indonesia. I do really excited sitting on plane. 

Nak balikk tuu. hurmmm. On that day, uncle Wayan not guid kiteorg. Its our free day. So then we had a long walk to Kuta town. there we SHOPPINGG leee lagi. McDonald sana icecream dia lebih murahh :) sgt!~ Then on our walk back to Hotel kiteorg singgah makan Bakso !~~~err boleh laa. takde sedapp sgt2. boleh laa enak dia. dann aku suka Jagung Bakar dia. hehe dan on the first day when we arrived. makan Ayam Tulang Lunak. bestt ! siyess SEDAPP. ngidam pulak skrg. Back on the last day, then kiteorg ke airport pkul 4.30ptg. oh yee takde beza masa punn dgn Malaysia. ada record video abg Conductor tuuu. tahh knp aku pggl dia Wayan Conductor. dia lambai bubbye kat camera. comelnyewww dia. huwahuwahuwaaa. Flight pkul7.10 p.m tapii. hurmmmm kena delayy mula2 smpai pkul 8.30 then boarded. lepas borded boleh pula dah nak depart patah balik. ada masalah. hew hew. tp since aku dah boarded dlm flight. aku tidak kesah lg andai kata di tundaaaaaa lagi. lagi lama lg syiokkkk ! heheh. as I boarded nmpk FA hensem baii. Ya Allah indahnya ciptaan kau. Siyes hensem, hensem dia lain mcm. mcm watak prince dlm citer dongeng. hewhew. #sedardiritera. okay pkul 10.20 baru depart. dan sampai pukul lee berapa ek. lg beberapa minit nk pkul 1 cmtu. the weather on that night tak baikk. siyes takut. everyone were sleeping. just tempat aku dan that one boy ternyala lampu. dia sederet akuu. aku tgkp hjung sini, dia tingkap hujung sana. bila kapal mcm tak stabil, sumpah i cuakk. taktau mcmne we terlooked at each other. aku tak sedar mulut aku terlopong. and cpt we alih mata. dia ketawa tgk mulut akuu lettuw. sempatt pulaaa. hahaha. then otw balik melaka lepakk mamak kat NILAI. reach rumah nak pkul 5pg. Alhamdulillah, selamat sampai di rumah.

Up, up and awayy !

Thanks google for the picture. hoho. Haihhh cuti ohh cutii. apejee perkara berfaedah telah ku harungi ? takdee. hewhew. Tah perancangan, citacita, semangat tinggi menggunung eh tak melangit. tp buat takde. apatah nak jadi dgn akuu. Sekarang niyh aku duk merancang nak belajar memasak. Tah apa tebiat aku. Aku just terasa byk benda aku kena belajar. sgt bykk, and the most important thing : cara nak balas penat lelah parents aku dah habis berjuta ribu untuk akuu selama niyh. Papa this year dah 50y/o. aku 17y/o. sempat nak nak balas jasa. Papa skrg masalah duit takde dahh kott, mana takknya, Papa terkejar sana sini bekerja cari duit. but tira tahuu papa kena byr bank for the past case. rasanya tender kat Bangi tuu siap papa nak habiskan bayar. then buat umrah or haji. Tapi aku taknak papa pergi guna duit dia. nakk guna duit aku or kiteorg adikberadik. perancang terawal, nak tunjukkan result the best ! Aku tahuu parents mana tak happy kalau anak dpt result baikk. Mummy pulaa, alhamdulillah. She's improving, slow slow laa. Nakkk tahuu something ? ermm takpe laa. Let me keep it into myself first. Naik 2nd SEM nak focus betul betul laa. doakan bersama. Hazman dah balik SASER. Hajar esok balik MOZAC pulaa. Khamis niyh dah janji nak jumpa Dira. Untunglaa dia dah hbes Matrik. 

Its good to be in five

Pon ponnnnnn ! heee. sukanyewww cuti sekolah kali ini. sebabnya semua org ada kat rumahhh :) kebetulan abg aku cuti sem seiring dgn cuti sekolah. hewhew. bilaa dah dpt gathered cenggini teringt masa dulu dulu. td makan kat Windmill, Bukit Beruang. haihhh teringat dulu every Sunday papa akan bawa we one whole family makan kat Windmill Jusco lama sebelum dipindahkan kat Bukit Beruang ni. After Windmill pindah, its stop cenggitu jep. then tadi papa ajak gi swimming kat AKCC. hurmm, that's another must thing akan kteorg buat setiap hujung mggu. even dulu kat Tiara Country Club, kenangan tuu ttp terimbau. papa biasa dah habit akan main golf every weekends, so mummy pun akan bawa kiteorg adk beradikk swimming smpai bosan leww. then since ada masalah kewangan hidup, it stop for quite a long period. after dah settle, masa tuu semua dah mcm err tak mahuu laa swim. mybe dah terlalu besar panjang kot. hurmm, aku langsung tak kuar rumah cuti niyh. kwn kwn lama msg call punn aku tak tau nape malas nak contact. mood risau nak exam tp belajarnya takde. sorry kwn2 sbb act cenggini, bukan sombong. aku siyess rindu mati kat korang ust hati bercelaru gilos. nakkk rileks kan diri for thiss two weeks. lastly, but not least, I LOVE MY FAMILY ♥

AK1365

Haaatuihhh :)

ehehehe. ehh makk aii.

Dahhlee sedih takdpt jumpa wayan conductor

lagi dahh lepas niyhh. then ckp pkul 7.10.

delay delay delay

bording pukul 8.30 cenggitu kot.

thenn dah borded, dah nak depart.

patah balik sbb masalah teknikal about sensor detector 

delay lagi shgga pkul 10.15 cenggitu baru depart

Yang sejujurnya, seak borded  aku sumpah bo heran dahhh, delay delay leww. sbbnya ternmpk dia. pergh sumpah mcm prince dalam citer princess semua. bentukk buka dia, ya Allah, indahnya ciptaan makhluk Allah niyhh. but he's not a photogenic. ehhh penat jari duk mencari info pasal this boy. at last jumpa. he's ketua FA for boys sbb aku suruh aunty tlg tgk nametag dia nama apa masa tuu then bawah dia tulis his jawatan , so berguna lah sedikit untuk search dia kat google. hewhew. miang betulkan ? i think too much about boys this one weekk. wierd bukan sng taw nak jebak teramokk jd gila bayang. and i really need to get my mind on the game, hehehe, i mean SPM :) aku berdoa sgt aku bakal dpt seorg yg not bad mcm ituu jugaaa but with kind hearted one. Harharhar. berangan jelaa kau Tera, kau mmg the loser when it comes about love. you have nothing to winn. hewhew _.._