And you are another thing. What’s fucking wrong with you?! You know what, you’re the one who broughtthis shit up. I was about to get along with him. Why? Why the fuck did you do this? We were just okay, weren’t we? Then why did you do this? Why the hell did you say that I said you were a cheap bitch? Why? Is that really you? Are you really a cheap bitch? DO tell me. And have some pity on T_____. I don’t think she’s got anything to do with this shit. It’s just because of your jealousy of us in the past. And now you’re involving D_____, Why? I don’t know what your problem with them is. But I think I do know. But why must you tell them off harshly? If I were in their shoes, I’d have told you off back. But they didn’t. It is because they still have respect for you, ‘cause they still accept you as their friend and they still love you. I’ve heard so much from T_____ by the time I hung out at hers, and from that I know that she’d still accept you as her friend. She still loves you. And I really don’t get it when you’ve to break your friendship with them when we broke the shit up. Really, I don’t get it. From what I heard, you’ve to take that because it’s a way for you to get over me. I think that really is ridiculous. And I don’t know if it was true that I heard you were with me because you wanted to get over H_____. And now you’ve to find someone who can make you get over me. What the hell do you think is this? “TARI TIRANA”, that Tirana had to find someone who can make her forget about Ash? Oh yeah, your name is almost the same. And the other day, T_____ and M_____ told me that you also had feelings for F_____, but at times those feelings went towards me. What are you? What were your feelings? Damn, I don’t get it. And that night, 12.09 am, 21st Feb 2010, you sent a message “Yes, ROHAIZAD, I am a ‘CHEAP BITCH’ if you say so.” I don’t know what your problem was. C’mon girl, you’ve got to open up your mind. Think! And I don’t understand what you were ridiculing in this message “I’m wondering how far your maturity was. Okay, if you say so, I’m immature. It was so unbelievable you said that. If you’re in my position, you’ll only know how it feels like. Yes, I know your answer, ‘you know ‘cause you’re so matured.’ Thanks. Bye.” This is what you typed in your message. What the hell was that? Then I don’t know what you told your so-called “Sugar Daddy”, S_____. Either you told him I “meant” you were a cheap bitch or something else. When he butted in, everything became a ruin. It became hugely huge. There are only two (2) questions in my mind, who is the major asshole in this shit? Who brought this damned shit up?
asl ko mintak maaf secara terbuka?
lau aq malu siot
sbb aku marah dieorg depan org ramai
lg un aku td stress giler.
byk masalh
tu aku putus asa then aku minta maaf jela
o
diaowg maafkan kew?
nasib la.
tp td giler lepas tension la.
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apa faktor korg gdh?
panjang giler la citer.
kao rasa td aku ckp minta maaf tu patut ke?
patut dan wajar
kita umat islam perlu minta maaf
sedangkan nabi muhammad ampun kn dosa umatnya
tp ada satu hal lg.
and that is dgn ejad.
minta maaf jew
die dah maki2 aku myspace.
cuba kao baca.
tah la aku nie berperasaan tak.
sbb aku risau tp tergelak2 bila bce.
seorang tu akn terima maafan drpd owg lain...caye la
sbb seseorang tu ada ati yg lembut
yela. tp aku menyesal sbb aku marah dieorg. aku patut kawal marah aku.
marah tu la syaitan yg hasut
terbukti la kita umat yg lmh
eceh, asal kao alim giler semacam nie?
sbb aq bru lps solat
ohh. BHAHAHAHA
ohhhhhhhh man. I dont believe wht I have done. aku minta maaf depan satu kelas. mmg malu la. gler kalo tak malu. aku tercengak kat depan kelas, aku suruh dieorg senyap then suma pandang aku. aku terdiam, jantung aku dup dap laju gler. then dgn ego aku. aku buat gak sbb aku tension masa tu.biila aku ckp sorry kat teha miera, aku kena boo. HAHAHAHAHA. kebetulan lepas tu ckgu msuk, good.
then minta kbenaran nak gi kelas 5B. so aku minta maaf kat kak miera hamer, tp mse tu terigt nak ckp sorry kat ejad. tp gagal. aku takleh luahkannya. sbb aku masih kat die lg. tp masa rehat dieorg, lepas jmpa kak amiera, aku gi cari ejad. tp tak jmpe. punya tnya org tp tk dpt. so i decide to msuk kelas. sbaik ckgu tak marah. balik aku tggu la die, tggu kwn2 die pegi. tp lama gler, so then I give up.
aku gi jmpe kembar td. aku slow talk nan die. then kiteorg oke dah. konklusi, lepas aku minta maaf kat dieorg, aku rasa beban aku dah takde. AKU BOLEH BELAJAR CM BIASA. yg ejad tu, aku dah selalu mcm tu nan die. kteorg baik atao gaduh same je. tetap tak ckp antara satu sama lain.aku redha je.
