smlm malam.

I dont know what time I slept yesterday,

but im really sad, I dreamt of my grandmother,

"she asked me not to make his son sad.

she scolded me for what had happened.

she said, what I have done yesterday is true, cos it serve me backk,

she said theres no on earth a friend that wants us to be happy.

termasuk me. sedih dgr.

she said your friends telling my secret when I am right,

they finding people to hate me,

she said, why why must I told my other friend your problem?

you should tell my son ,

if you wanted to transfer, it makes him sad.

cos this whole life, you never as weak as this.

friends come and go, anytime.

you are a stubburn, high ego, always want to win, and want people to scared you

this time i understand the purpose you giving up for ur SRP.

you are the one who scolded them cos u cant control your syaitan anger,

so you cant blame them for lying to everyone abt you,

they hate you for the wrong thing.

you love the person that never believe you,

cause you always deny you feeling, that means you are coward

tira dont think negative abt him,

just believe what you think is right.

you also yell him kan? so why cant he yell on you back.

serve you back. you are wrong between you both.

forget your problems, you can have friends but dont close with them,

show ur SRP result. then you can transfer. dont you ever ask abt transfering to my son.

she smiled. "

why nenek also same, i know im wrong, you keep telling me the same thing pasal my perangai. that's me kan? nenek tao, im a person who love sgt nan kawan, I cant only be friends, automatik akan jd rapat. tira akan try tak kan buat papa sedih. tira nak pindah sbb tira nak fokus pd pljran, bukan lari dari masalah.nenek pun salah kan tira, oke tira dah kata dah ini salah tira. tira tertekan dgn masalah, tu tira citer kat kwn tira tu. tp asal nenek tak sebut nama dieorg. nenek mksudkn sapa sbnrnya nie. tira dah janji nak lupakan, tira msih suka die, malo tira rasa mcm kehormatan tira mcm da takde lepas die tulis. tlg nenek kalo nenek baca la isi hati tira ni. tlg la tira syg kwn2 tira, terutama miera.