the 9th day is turning to the 10th day :'(
How it happened, when it started, why it happened. All those, Idk. We been great recently. on Monday too.
where we celebrating raya festive at school wow it was really a unforgetable day.
gembira ssgt :DD but then, the next day, aku nak tease die yela, die kan dah transform tgk die berani or malu malu nak ckp dgn aku like before kan. I was wrong. Die tgh marah dgn aku kot masa tuu. hmm die tak tegur aku even oi. I started felt strange bila dah nak waktu ketiga, die still tak tegur aku. frankly speak, im worried dah masa tu. Then the next day, I tried to make lawak bodo, die tak layan, even buat muka serious. Pemadam aku jatuh, aku tak berani nak suruh die ambikkan. aku tunduk amek, then cikgu azrin tegur. die tlg amek kan but die campak cmtu jek. tersentak masatu dengan muka bengis. aku rasa hal yg latest dipersoalkan dgn die was about the photos. hmm, nyesal tak ikut ckp Maryam.I SHOULD'NT tell him. susah, berjujur kena berdepan dgn risiko. Aku punya org pulak, kalau bergaduh nak berckp semula mmg susah. inikan pulak nak minta maaf. even hati nakk ssgt. tp aku rasa mcm no pride mintak maaf tp kita tak tahu what we did. rasa mcm kita terhegeh hegeh nak kawan dgn org tuu. hmm tp aku mmg tak suka keadaan mcm nie. mcm keadaan aku gaduh dgn aliah and naziefa once dulu. pg bangun fikir, nak tdur fikir, nak makan fikir, nak belajar fikir, nak pergi skola fikir, nak mandi fikir.
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