HALF WAY UPDATE

Every day I pray and I ask myself, "Why did Allah meet me with Teha?" I called Nad few days past right after I read ur update fatyhahsweet.tumblr.com. How on earth you said she is a Bitch? You know or not apa itu Bitch? or you are also a bitch ke smpai pggl org bitch? aku kalo maki un sekali jep bila marah but melalui mulut not by update. You know or not. This akn rosak nama baik org? oh yeah the word Bitch, Jad use to call me that even die tak mengaku. logic thinking who else yg die mksud an? Aku kenal kao sgt sgt. Kao bukan teha yg skrg, yg full of fakes out and inside. igt tak dulu what were you? kao mana ada buat lawak which I call it loser lawak? then lawak suma ikut org. copy ayat org punya. its not funny to me but annoying. Find A Life which is you!

Okay here comes abt Liyaa. I know Liyaa tak wujud kan. I mean as a ur reality friend. hati aku dari awal kuat mengatakan die takde tp sbgai kwn aku terpkse percaya. Then aku dah selidik dah. dan smpai aku dah un tnya kao, tp kao tak ngaku pun. komen profile Liyaa, takde byk pun. then kalo ada un thanks for the add. tu jep. I know. then kao guna account tu untk tnya kat Ramzi pasal diri kao sendiri. Dan kao komen gmbr kao sendiri. Liyaa not in ur Top friend kat Ms kao, takde komen un antara korg lgsg. kao kata kao kuar di Mydin, pasar malm, mak liyaa meninggal? you know why, keraguaan occur sbb parents kao plg payah nak kasi kao kuar uma. okay prove it, then Aku akan pertimbangkan kebnarannya. dan yg kat formspring kao pasal emotion pape tah. tu bohong. the purpose aku ckp pasal nie sbb this is proves u are fake.

Abt Naad, I lied to you this whole while. in ur blog.I guess u shouldn't done that. about love. hm I understand how high is ur love towards Ramzi and you cant over him. tp tak bermakna kao kene desprete mcm tu. where's ur pride? Igt tak ayat kao "namie hnya untuk miera" sapa kao nak tentu kan hak org? aku mmg suka tgk dieorg bersama tp, aku just serah pada takdir. kao igt ayt "sekali cinta aku tetap cinta"? I meant it. and u know that I still like Jad. and die abg angkat kao, atas permintaan kao, dan kao update kat blog pasal Jad, I as ur friend, what I felt kan? pena kao fikir? ke kao mmg saje buat aku rasa cmtu? jgn la ckp kao tak bermksud dan tak tao akuu akan rasa apa? u act like an angel dari kayangan sutera. my god, selepas aku baca komen korg kat ms.

aku mmg bukan baik punn. so emotional. tp one thing I know abt myself, aku tak suka kecik kan hati org,so I'll keep it insie my heart and one day I cant stand it anymore, i'll burst and bring the past and never say without having proves. igt keje jhat pena kte buat? masa form two. I reliezed. I did that dgn ajakan. and aku pena terfkir mse tu yg aku tak nak buat. kalo kao kwn aku, kao sure perasan aku mcm ngelat sbb aku rasa berslah. dan bila fikir skrg, kao suka revenge kan? igt aku pena minta nasihat kao pasal diyana ke sape, kao ckp kalo kao jd aku, kao akn balas dendam tp lepas PMR. skrg aku rasa kao sngaje jep tak rapat nan aku, dan i dont care. miera suka ikut apa org ckp, i know her. and thats why aku syg die. aku rasa bodo sbb menipu diri aku, please rujuk buku sej form3 pg 188. cari temenggung Jugah. then aku rasa kao sure fhm apa maksud aku.

Aku ada byk peluang nak ckp nan kao pasal apa yg aku fikir, tp aku tak nak, takut kita gaduh. so kat blog nie aku tulis sikit sbyk yg aku nak sgt luah kat kao. isnin, please act that I said nothing. kao nak marah aku marah la. ckp apa kao nak ckp. but please no more fight. dan kat tun tuah kwn kbyakan mkn kwn. so as i dah pena ckp, aku akan try to get out from tun tuah dgn result aku nnti. kalo tak baik, aku try pujuk ayah aku nak msuk skola biasa yg lain. sbb aku dah tak tahan belakon bahagia kat tun tuah.