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MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA !

Stuffs listed on my mind

well Hi, Hello people :)

• PMR like 1 month left (38 days)

• I am scared indeed

• wondering if I wont get good result for that

• Raya mood is taking over me

• will raya be as last year, will yaa?

• Can raya be postponed? please please

• September is coming :( *last year memories

• Nak kasi apa heh tuk mereka meraka tersyg punya birthday? ❤

• Waited for the shooting star, but no, nothing. Disappointed a bit.

• I am turning 15 soon. ehek ehek *I dont want to get a year older

• Hoping for a better life, wider smile curved

• is Shahiff angry of me? *I really dont mean what you think

• I really admiring Sarah Zahidi

I could really use a wish right now

Yesterday I was absent tao, i mean dgn sengaja laa kan

but then ckgu Rashid kasi paper BM

aku dpt B. bdk kelas yg bet sape result lg power

ramai dpt A. td dieorg yg call aku

aku tbe tbe jek aku rasa giler hampee

aku tak tao nape aku tak suka buat karangan

baik BM or English.

cmne aku nak dpt result the best for PMR.

Ya Allah, tentukan lah kesudahan yg sebaik-baiknya

tuk hambamu ini Ya Allah !

thira belajar laa sikit bersyukur thira

with what u already had.

okay okay aku bersyukur =)

awww chak =.=

Masa aku form 1, aku jd pengawas percubaan,

die ketua aku. tp sbb terlalu teruja tgk muka die,

mula mula cancel nak jd pengawas,

tp die tak cancel cancel nama aku,

so then msa aku dah sedia nak tugas balik,

die kata die nak pindah,

perghh punya frust masa tuu

tah nape aku sedih,

die kena pindah alor gajah.

ambil masa lama nak rasa okay balik

dlm tahun tu msg laa lg,

after that dah lost contact

and now, jmpe balikkk

aku amat teramat Happy.

kalo dpt putarkan masa balik kan?

Harap die dah lupa aku.

Tiap tiap hari mesti jmpe die. bila jmpe lmbt, aku rinduu kot. takkan aku suka kat die kot

Rock !

Ammar : Der...Galang kao da stat...Haha.

Me : Tgh layan laa nie der. Haha

Ammar : Ceh..Suke nau tngok cte uh..Haha

Me : *terlupa nak balas, tgh gian layan citer

Ammar : Eh..Galang da angau lar..Haha

PS : Thira bila tgh focus sesuatu, benda lain susah nak layan.

Eceh, dimas telah mengundur diri, kini dijemput Galang Pangalila.

asal pkul 6.30 ; msg dtg berbunyi

msges ; "galang mu dah stat"

aku minat siak intro die. dlm mggu ni dah tak best nnti.

dah masak laa nan citer endon,

tak ada org 3, mati,

tak mati, lupa ingtan,

tak lupa igtan. byk laa cabang len

tak cabang len, bankrup

then hero len kuar.

citer nie 93 eps

bca sinopsis dah menyampah

meleret leret citer kang

giler bah aku nak tgk kesemua.

Haha. Aku sejak abes trial,

buka tak pgg pgg lg.

*insf laa thira

Galang pendek. wakaka ❤

koyak gabak muka aku =)

Oooooink-yeah ! At last, Trial over =) tp PMR left 43 days jek lg. Raya tggl 17 lg. Baju suma dah beli. sdg sibuk menghitung hari nak Raya ~,~! Tapi ak sedar sedar ah gak kan nak amek PMR. papa suruh beli baju kurung 2 jek tahun nie, aku kan anak solehah, aku pilih satu jek *perasan jap solehah. Sedih+jakun -lah skrg. I got P on Ramadhan for the very very first time. pergh tak sabar nak ganti puasa tuk kali pertama.

Chill Thira :) For now I've got 3B. bgga siot. satu A tak wujud lg der. Tadikan dpt paper BI. aku mmg boikot paper 2 lah spanjg aku hidup nie, tp boleh okay lak mark kan. tp I did very very obvious kesalahan. Masa teachr edar kan kertas, kelas riuh kalah kt psar rmdhn. then mse time aku, teachr gelak gelak, then bce essay aku kat intro, pergh wat segan siak. eyes of pupils staring at me. OMG ! aku dah nak pura pura pengsan masa tu. habis merah muka aku. seb bek mse tu dah balik. aku saje kuar plg terlmbt. bdk bdk dah mula byk sooot. what's wrong . aku tulis jek, bukan ada pape terselindung pon =,=' otak sempitt gler der. balik tutup muka siak. suma pandang heran. ada aku kesah? tp serios aku maaaaaluuuu bah ! Okay skrg aku takde laa risau mana, just takut KH aku yg sering mendpt markah meletop. byeeeee whempitzzz =)

My heart cracks badly

Aku tak fhm, apa yang aku rasa. Aku sedih laaa. I should be happy to know its already puasa and its going to be raya. Tapi aku tak. Kenapa kenangan tahun lepas masih ada kat otak aku? Tak. Thira kuat. Thira boleh! Chayok chayok. You still having friends that you love kan? Thira kena sabar tabah. Thira kuat. Go Thira ! Go Thira !

Dag Dig Dug *heart beats

Today is Sir Tan Eng Hwee the principal's Retirement.

Bye bye jelaa

You guys mesti ramai dah kenalkan sape ni kan? Tak kenal? Ada aku kesah ke you?

Oh yeah, my heart saying was true. and my dream came true.

Masa tgh sibuk sibuk susun hadiah pengetua kan, *hmm sibuk ler sgt kot

boleh termenung seketika dan mengarah ke pintu utama.

Nampak sorg nie pkai offical blazer.

Terus menyedarkan diri.

my heart said, "Oh man, my super G"

Terus pggl fifa. Fifa was also so excited smcm.

Tanpa melengahkan masa yg begitu emas yee, aku kuar and approach him

Die senyum weeh, cair gue derr. Yeah super SYOK SENDIRI

"mcm pena tgk" die ckp.

aku mmg giler nervous laa

Haha. die msuk aku pun msuk

terus kuarkan camera dan mula sesi meng-cover.

sebenarnya nak amek gmbr die =)

everytime jmpe die. aku sure amek gmbr die.

Aileen & Fifa tergelak gelak.

Balik, aku dah warn myself, Kalo balik tu tak jmpe die, my science akan fail.

hakhakx. jmpe der. nmpk die drive. tingkap turun.

pergh stylo la die. tapi that time ada fauzan.

"er kao over over nan mamt uh, tp die pandang kao ke"

Fauzan mmg super Fker. Haha

Cuba ler buat aku more tergedik gedik.

Okay num plate die MBX 328.

Okay G sampai ketemu lg yeee

*die idola aku laaaa

أهلاً وسهلاً رمضان

Thira tobat laa bulan puasa nie kot.

Thira tak nak la ckp bukan bukan kot.

Thira taknak buat ikut hati & nafsu durjana kot.

Thira tak nak menipu kot.

Thira taknak buat papa and mummy marah thira kot.

I just hope hope everything going to be great.

"Ank ketam belajar berjalan,

Mata tertanggal digigit lipan.

Selamat Datang Bulan ramadan,

Selamat tinggal hantu dan setan."

HAPPY RAMADHAN dear fellows ;)

P/S ; kot stands for "InsyaAllah"

*bila lah nak habes PMR nieyh ;)

8thAugust2010

I like being in my tuition class now. Frankly man. SEMALAM aku kena kejar nan Qaid dgn penyapu. benci siak. Sabar jerk nan Qaid. menganjing betul. Tp at least tesion aku ilg laa. malangnya aku ketawa byk sgt, smpai mood belajar pun gone. Dinesh smlm tak habis habis citer kat Qaid apa berlaku masa study group sabtu hari tu.

Muka koyak siak smlm mlm. amma nmpak aku pkai tudung nenek gi Jusco. maluuu. tapi aku tak nmpak die un. die tbe2 msg. die nmpk aku kat foodcourt tgh melantak. apa lg, aku kena kutuk nan ammar. Haha. Papa smlm beli kan kamera gabak. ILYSM papa.

9 days left

seriously, I like you two, kancil and X5 =)

teacher thanks benarkan kteorg study sana.

I guess I cant enter MRSM.

Its a Day dreaming kan?

takpe, pindah sekola tunas bakti pasti lbh best. Haha

Trial on 16thAugust

Theres no enough time for me to do revise my study but theres always times for me to online.

Hebatkan =) i like ;p

31st July 2010

Bavak die, I like the scenery

tah pe menda tah nama cable.

fun laa *jakunn

adik ammar. Haha comel

just 6 month-year old

Taman Tasik Taiping

I really attracted with with the oldish trees *yawwww

Papa ILYSM

ferri to orang utan island

suria apartment view

salah ke nak menggedik huh?

Hoyeh hoyeh. I went to Bukit Merah, Perak. the main purpose was to celebrate my mom 44th Birthday. there really like at Afamosa. sonok der, everything was there, hotel, apartment, bungalow, Chalet, waterworld, playland, island. ish sonok laa. I went there on last Friday sampai sunday (30thJuly~1stAugust) Man Its already August, worry worry ;( last year 31stJuly was bitter to be remember. Happy Belated Birthday, Mummy ;) too much arguement occur everyday. eleh biasa la cenggituh, bye whemmmmmpitttttsz =)

smgt muhibah

Haha. Dinesh smggu tak jumpa aku dah merana. Haha then td tuisyen aliah nan aku tak dtg, die dah membebel bosan. wakaka. mungkin ni kot yang dikatakan duduk dekat bau tahi, duduk berjauhan seharum merbak. kalo jumpe sure lah gaduh, yg selalu merana aku sbb kene ejek teruk giler babi la dgn dinesh nan Qaid vavi. aku tahu aku gemokx, takyah lebih lebih Haha. dinesh tak maluu msg ckp rinduu, wakaka mcm vavi jek perangai. yela i miss you guys too. jumpe next week, aku sure dtg. Trial dah kat simpangan dah der !

Big Fat girl never cry kan?

hish, tah pape je smlm. Emo smcm. Sorry guys for ignoring ur msges, especially Dinesh. and my Papa Shah, Haha. First time ni pggl die papa Shah :) Yesterday my phone was on silent so balas lambat maa. AND please stop blaming my maxis line to be sooo jealous of us. Hehe. Its me not the line. Yes ur msg yesterday yg panjang gilerr giler tu. Rasa diri dihargai laa juga, but just that when comes to ur nurulku, I felt that im being so idiot. then my turn was after her, then terfikir sejenak, why why and why you didnt tell me when the time we start to close, fazira was already ur Nurulku? not that im jealous, too far for that, Im just that really easy get annoy when baca nama die. She hates me, remember? I wont act that idk she hates me. after you msg me kan, then I terus nak masuk tido, I thnk soo much tao. I cry for the past which I tought I've over it.mlm tu I mimpi sorg nie. but dont know why laa, rasanya die takde kena mengena with what was I thinking. but he is my best dude =) eh Shah, stop think negative laa, what u said yesterday really what I felt okaaaay.

enthusiastic

Hi you =) You masih tak sedar sedarkan diri you kan? PMR lg 67 hari lg you. You dah 3hari tak pgg buku you. Trial lg 17 hari you. sonok kan tak belajar you. You are so lazy bimbo you. I hate you still being the old thira you x(

Di kesempatan ini, sebelum tibanya Ramadhan ya al-mubarak, I would like to give a speech. Dasar kao goat, buffalo, sheep ; maka sumanya lahh. Aku tak sepet la weh. please la weh. Haha. tapi gmbar ni serious tak boleh belah. muka aku mcm super @#$%!. kao mmg kejam. tggu aku lepas PMR, suma gmbar kao aku boikot. menyampah you whemmmmmpizzzzzzzzts !

Utterly Retarded

I woke up this morning feeling awesomely not okay. It was around 5 in the morning. Dragged my big ass of the bed and made sahur. My head was so dizzy. Gosh ! Great right after I entered the bathroom, I vomited. Fine it was the 4th time since yesterday night. man, how aweful it felt when vomiting. i was thinking to absent today but today ada ujian Tilawah. on the way to school, i was like halfly dead, okay just now morning got sejarah kelas tambahan, then terus sambung smpai 9.00 o'clock. and How great it was sejarah ;( Then BM okay no komen. Okay then i oredy in my heart wanted to go home. Yes I called my mom, an she said OKAY :) best ohhh. hehe

Okay smpai skrg rasa mcm ada seekor badak sumbu inside my body. I berbuka just now, and great punya sedap laksa pinang tu, not even half, I vomited it back. what the hella going on with me. and now Papa just called me, "Thira nak Satay tak?" Giler you I tak nak, my favourite tuuu yaww ! I hope I wont vomit it out again. ohhh I feel really retarded.

disgusting

Apa Apa? hee xD aku terlalu amat sgt bersyukur der whempizzzzts ! Abang aku dpt PLKN. Good for him :) suka giler bapak, so at least die dah ada hala tuju smentara tggu result next year. takde la kan die menganjing nan aku yg still sekolah next. ehhekheks *gedikkk Im surely sure punya im gonna miss you tebuan ♥ Ohhh yeah, PMR trial less than a month. Im really working on my SEJARAH !!

TTS-Eclipse

This movie is awesome. Taylor Lautner is Hot.

I mean really really Hot. Haha 8pax wow :DD

Fun is what describes today's mood

The day of today, haha, really treat me evenly. Today as on the plan list, we had our so wtv called Open Book Test. heee. Sejarah berputar putar otak search for the answers. then we had our ceramah by Mr. Rashid ;) ehhe. The the 3RK's student dgn se-slownya enter the library. Oh yeah, my group was the last one to enter the library. great x) we had the Star workshop. as we the last group to enter the library, we sat at the back at the corner site. and we keep on blaming each other to be late and get the 10th group. It really hard for us to read the whitebord clearly. really hard okay. Games dieorg mmg challenging, tonggang terbalik meja with cutting newspaper.Haha. everything looks upside down. Nabil's group and Jia Ying's group (2RK's students) were so the full of energy. I like the individual game cos i didnt finished mine. sebuk tlg org len. but worth it, one of my group won =) hakhaks. Forget to mention my group's member ; Hajar, Diela, Faeis, Firdaus, Azra'i (diela's brother), and me :D

Okay terus ke akhir cerita we won the 2nd place. It doesnt made any sense, how on earth we could get it. tp mmg best der. tp kteorg dpt set stapler tah pape jek, Nabil's group dpt majalah galaxi front page pic Kesya ;( takpe, at least we deputy 3RK's class. drpd memalukan je kang. nie nak menganjingg kt group sblh aku la. opppss terasa, go to #$%& laaa Haha. but not everyone in that group okay.

Then masa balik around 4 kot, lepas OBT BM, adoiyai, Teha nan Diyanah nak jugak menggedik nan Nabil. what the #$%&. everyone I close to, you are into it huh? Like I told you Teha Get a Life which is you girl. Oh yeah sad one for me, I really need to be apart from miera, she's different, and she really busy abt the chinese's boys who admiring and they talk abt boys preeety often. I feel boring and the PMR Trial is next month.

so it preety even feelings. but I cant forget the part when firdaus needed a adjective word abt himself, and I found BIG. and I asked him, which part of you is big. and he really mengganjing that time. I really dont espect he will say that. firdausss gempak laa. berekkk. I like my surrounding now Whemmmpizzzts ! =)

OBT

Ohh bontot totat !(Open Book Test) rimas la exam exam nie. latu kene bayar lak. 5 hinggit. then dgn australian's math exam lg. bengang giler. aku tak nak terlibat. da ler kene force, then kene bayar 21 hinggit. kao igt ayah aku keje main cop duit. dah ler tahun lepas masa exam tu aku tak dtg. melayang jep duit tu.

Kdg2 tukan. aku terfikir gak, kalo Allah tentukan aku dilahirkan susah, apa aku akan belajar menghargai sesuatu tu? aku ckp bukan tak syukur, tp keje aku mintak duit ayah aku jek. kesian tgk ayah aku der. anyway, saya sygg ayah saya whempizzzt !

NIE Star Magazine Compotiton

We made this !! * bangga wow

Haha. Tak sangka eden

satu page jep siap

Hajar and Diela came my house on last Friday and Sunday

we talk and gossip too much

from morning around 10 till 5 to 6 pm.

until the end we didn't manage to finish it up.

we also went to miera house on the both day

to use her printer

and had our lunch there. dududerder :D

you brighten my week la papan

KRS 2010 *GILER GEMUK AKU. Tq

Dira :D

Kadet..

Hari ini hari koku aw. Aku mcm jep takde smgt nan hari koku kali nie, yela tahun lepas bosan walaupun kwn kwn suma ada. but i was wrong. This year co-curriculum day much better than last year. Freedom without jaga gerai. wow ! Aku masuk kawad KRS last minute. seronok ! Then ada take persatuan photo as memory, so sweet. *gedik. Tahun nie, aku igtkan aku akan jalan keseorangan walaupun kak dira ajak join gituh walk walk nan die, sbb die un busy kawad, I setuju jep as die giler sempoi. then I met a new friend and not really new laa, lama dah tahu die, just tak pena tegur. kiteorg start rapat since kawad KRS. Shiela or I prefer to call her Shiela Ulala :) then with Nasuha. dieorg sporting. At least Shiela is much better than Jugah kaki tipu tu. Haha

Tahun lepas igt lg Hari koku tarikh 30thJuly2009. Haha, kena tlg gerai kelab Pelancongan. Oh mann ! Then the next Day my mom's birthday. Masa tu mak ijad baru meninggal. Birthday mak die un monday mggu tu. Jumaat on my mom's birthday, kteorg jumpa kat MP and I forgotten that day was my mom's birth. He reminded me. Durh wtv. I bought a Mug from Daiso and a paper bag ;)