Tera kena sabaaaaarr :)

 bilaa rinduu  bertamuu. hikhikhk.

Harini ada afifah buat makan makan raya.

aku tak suka laa,

guna ayat open house. Eeeew !~

lepas sikit kebosanan :DD

Kesah beno kau pasal aku.

Salam people. People change as time passes. I am a person who wears tudung sesuai keadaan. but I spent most of my goingout wearing tudung. only when my relatives-mother-site I dont wear it. what im trying to highlite is, i do wear tudung most of the time fhm ! and Im looking forward of wearing it all the time as I admiring people yg muslimah. Happy happy, but ikut what so we call it perintah Allah. I once told myself when I was in ealier secondary, when i grew up, when I get married, I'll wear tudung for full time. and also I wished to marry to the person that can bring me to His commands. sbb masa tuu, bukan masa tu jek, smpai skrg, aku rasa kekok bila keluarga belah mak aku selalu kata jgn pkai je tudung tp dalaman hancus. Now, slowly i'll try to follow the right way being perempuan islam sejati, jaga aurat, jaga batas. Hahaahhahahahaha. really slow i mean, so it doesnt look drastic, and tak kekal nnti. dan lebih memudahkan my kerja is im staying in islamic boarding school :DD aku tahu everyone fikir aku niyh rock habes, tak kesah segala bagai. you guys sgt salah, aku sgt mudah tersentuh seeing org yg baik akhlak. especially, girls. sbb to me, byk dugaan to be perempuan yg baik :) trust me its tuff

celoteh hati, Nur Athirah bt Zainal.

Salam Lembaran

wish you guys :

selamat hari raya

aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

SEPTEMBER

#tgkakudahbolehsenyumseikhlashabes

Hi MR. R2.. inilahh saat saat aku nantikan since

malam ituuuu. Malam 31Oktober2009.

hmm. hidup aku sgt teruk masa tu.

aku nanges tiap masa.

hidup dalam kenangan lepas.

hari hari kena ukir senyuman palsu segala bagai.

bukti aku happy takde kau.

kau tahu kenapa aku post kat myspace mcm tu

sbb aku taknak tunjuk aku lemah.

kau yg salah faham.

bila aku nak terangkan kau taknak even dgr.

Tahu takk aku hidup hari hari sedih,

pendam jek perasaan.

Masa form 3, kau tbe2 msg kata maaf

segala bagai. then kau marah aku balikkkk.

mintak maaf balik,

fikir aku sape ?

aku pinggirkan diri aku

semua mulut sibok tnya pasal kita gaduh.

aku try cari hidup baru.

nak PMR lg.

at least masa kau PMR,

aku sentiasa dgn kau, bg smgt.

sbaik ada Sha. die bg yg bg aku smgt

masa aku sedih.

mak kau meninggal, aku berusaha mati matian

dtg rumah kau. buat kau senyum.

tp ending kau percyakan jugah tu jugakk kann

tp baik jugak cmtu jadi kat aku

aku jadi tanam semgt belajar btl2,

dpt at least 6A, aku nak pindah skola.

so here i am, im no longer there.

aku sedih kau tak tahu kena pindh skola.

kena mula hidup baru dari bawah.

Now im surely sure.

im over you. since ramadhan,

I dont even think abt you.

like i use to. hmm

i feel good bebeyh.

so no need post benda alah pape

buat aku terasa ayat kau.

bcause u knw that 

Once i like the person,

susah nak vanish.

gah, after 2 years.

im happy with my life now.

kosong kosong okay.

yes, tuk jwpn kau.

i had crush on someone else.

even he doesnt feel like wht i feel

but its better.

at least he trust me.

this will be the last post abt you iguess :)

what to do when you do know how to do

soo what you can see

masih bersih kertas tuuu.

I have dy try to do.

I cant.

asal nak buat jek,

"teraaaaa!~"

okay fine aku buat kannn jugakk apa

yg dipinta.

then nak buat balikk.

"teraaaaaa tolongggg blabla"

okay fine.

fine finally hbes tolong,

smgt nak start buat hw balik.

"teraaaa pak andak, mak teh, busu nak dtg kjap lg"

perghhhhh. hilang 100% mood nak buat hw.

fine. taknak buat.

buat punn bukan bole jwb.

aku tak fhm pape soalan nak, serious.

nampak naw aku bebal.