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wish you guys :

selamat hari raya

aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

SEPTEMBER

#tgkakudahbolehsenyumseikhlashabes

Hi MR. R2.. inilahh saat saat aku nantikan since

malam ituuuu. Malam 31Oktober2009.

hmm. hidup aku sgt teruk masa tu.

aku nanges tiap masa.

hidup dalam kenangan lepas.

hari hari kena ukir senyuman palsu segala bagai.

bukti aku happy takde kau.

kau tahu kenapa aku post kat myspace mcm tu

sbb aku taknak tunjuk aku lemah.

kau yg salah faham.

bila aku nak terangkan kau taknak even dgr.

Tahu takk aku hidup hari hari sedih,

pendam jek perasaan.

Masa form 3, kau tbe2 msg kata maaf

segala bagai. then kau marah aku balikkkk.

mintak maaf balik,

fikir aku sape ?

aku pinggirkan diri aku

semua mulut sibok tnya pasal kita gaduh.

aku try cari hidup baru.

nak PMR lg.

at least masa kau PMR,

aku sentiasa dgn kau, bg smgt.

sbaik ada Sha. die bg yg bg aku smgt

masa aku sedih.

mak kau meninggal, aku berusaha mati matian

dtg rumah kau. buat kau senyum.

tp ending kau percyakan jugah tu jugakk kann

tp baik jugak cmtu jadi kat aku

aku jadi tanam semgt belajar btl2,

dpt at least 6A, aku nak pindah skola.

so here i am, im no longer there.

aku sedih kau tak tahu kena pindh skola.

kena mula hidup baru dari bawah.

Now im surely sure.

im over you. since ramadhan,

I dont even think abt you.

like i use to. hmm

i feel good bebeyh.

so no need post benda alah pape

buat aku terasa ayat kau.

bcause u knw that 

Once i like the person,

susah nak vanish.

gah, after 2 years.

im happy with my life now.

kosong kosong okay.

yes, tuk jwpn kau.

i had crush on someone else.

even he doesnt feel like wht i feel

but its better.

at least he trust me.

this will be the last post abt you iguess :)

what to do when you do know how to do

soo what you can see

masih bersih kertas tuuu.

I have dy try to do.

I cant.

asal nak buat jek,

"teraaaaa!~"

okay fine aku buat kannn jugakk apa

yg dipinta.

then nak buat balikk.

"teraaaaaa tolongggg blabla"

okay fine.

fine finally hbes tolong,

smgt nak start buat hw balik.

"teraaaa pak andak, mak teh, busu nak dtg kjap lg"

perghhhhh. hilang 100% mood nak buat hw.

fine. taknak buat.

buat punn bukan bole jwb.

aku tak fhm pape soalan nak, serious.

nampak naw aku bebal.

so long no sobs-ing

i feel better now :)

nampak dah boleh senyum cenggini sudah.

Come on. mcm aku takperna

leleh air mata kann

citernya.

cenggini, aku sedih sgt sgt. hati aku tahle, rasa skit giler laa. its abt my prefect uniform masa kat TT. My mom oredy threw them. I had dy told her not to throw them o even touch them, i hve dy keep nicely in a plastic bag. but she did it. What should I wear on my reunion later ? mummy bole kata, dah buang then nak suruh mummy buat apa ? pergh, lg hati aku mcm nak terkoyak dgr. aku mcm ada sikit lawan kta dgn mummy. Then, papa backup me and ask me to shut up. then I cried. meraungg yg amat parah. dah lama tak nanges cenggitu. half an hour later, i received call from Ridzuan. I answered. He really made my mood back. kiteorg cciter mcm2. die citer pasal kelas 4A, pasal awie n wildfred. lawakkk bai. hokhokhokhokhokhokhok. heran kan, tak pernah berubah. when i need somebody to lean on their shoulder, mesti Ridzuan orgnya. Ridzuan dah lama tak call aku. setakat msg & facebook-ing tu mmg laa selalu aje. tp td masa aku tgh nanges die call. then die buat aku gelak mcm org giler, kejap nanges then tbe2 ketawa kuat kuat. ehehehehe. mesti korg kata aku pehal ? bodo bodo jek nanges just for baju uniform skola lama. TT was the school yg dah bg aku satu kepercyaan, keberanian, semangat dan peluang tuk terus ke depan. ye laa kan, tahu tahu je kann, apa dah berlaku sepanjang aku standard 1 hgga 6. sana tempat aku belajar tentang kawan kawan. kenal mcm jenis kwn. sana tempat aku membesar n belajar ketika mula jejak remaja. aku igt lg setiap detik aku kat situ. cikgu2 n bdk bdk skola sana cpt giler kenal aku. dan the first person confess perasaan die kat aku. dan org yg first yg sama rasa mcm aku rasa pada die. kerja jahat aku pernah buat. lawatan lawatan yg best best habes. cikgu cikgu sporting giler. juga kwn2. lg2 masa f2. aku laaa setann. tp aku still igt aku pengawas. aku tak pernah abaikan itu. masa aku f3, kelab n bdn beruniform, aku pgg setiausaha. aku pgg ketiga tiga tahun sbgai ajk keceriaan kelas. setiap mggu dpn the best class, pertanding kecerian kelas pun mng. masa awal tahun hari tuu, jawatan naib pengerusi aku dpt. tp org kata org tamak selalu rugi. aku lepaskan dan masuk selandar. tp semua tak mcm aku impi kan. aku percaya, Dia mesti merancang terbaik tuk aku. insyaAllah :) kbye

PS : I love my TT forever n ever

imm homee forr rayaa #happyhappy

count down - 4 days left.

hekhekhek.

abang dah balik smlm,

here we are, gathered like we used to be

i miss the moment celebrating

Ramadan together

evryday.

May this raya syiokk habes :')

keep neatly in my heart

ehehekhekhek,

this pic was sent to me ealier

hmm, sajee letuu

buat aku tergedikgedik nak balik skola lama.

they are Awie and Ridzuan

who never stop ceria ceria kan hari hari aku

they never change.

giler giler sempoi dieorg,

aku rindu kott.

counting every step you take.

im gonna miss you,

Teacher Zammira :DD

she taught me Chemist, seriously

i do understant what she's teaching :]

Moktif update kali niyh

nak ckp pasal

ceciter aku baru dgr pasal SMKTT

ehkhekhek, lawak laaa.

takpe aku seriouskan :p

Pengetua terkini, Puan Hjh Aminah bt Adam,

my ex-geo teacher.

f1 till f3 :]

ehehehehehhehe, takbole serious la

kena gelak gak. hahaha

taknak citer byk,

kang stalker baca, nnti

ngadu. kesian aku dgn kau SERIOUS

Guys, have the sweetest memories with

ur currently principle.

do coorperate with her, or u r

going to face troubles :DD

hikhikhikhik

Senyum laa

Dah seminggu tak sekolah.

Smlm biyin, ammar, tia dah balikk.

harini, wan balik.

aku plan balik harini, tp

entah laa, papa busy smcm jek.

tapi surely tak kira pape pun,

aku nak balik esok jugak,

kalau terpakse lepas

hantar fiqa pegi skola, hantar aku.

ada laa skit rindu khdupan kat sanaaa

tp rlebih rindu lg nak

jumpa dia. ehkhekhekhekhek

*ketawagedigedik

Masa dulu, baru baru masuk,

kat sana asik terigt kwn2 kat tun tuah.

skrg, bila kat rumah, teringt kwn kat Selandar.

Frankly, rasa rindu laa.

Even, kat rumah ramai jek kwn

nak lepak, sms, chit chat

tp perasaannya dah lain, tak sama

mybe kita lbh up-to-date dgn kwn yg sentiasa

ada dgn kita. citer citer suma

kita tahuu.

Jujur, aku mmg tak layan phone sgt skrg.

balik Selandar, aku serbu lappy.

msg msg or calls korg I do receive.

Tapi, i notice these incoming calls and msgs

lmbt, mlm sblum nak tido bru aku

pgg fon tuu. so bila nak balas

mcm tak best laa kan,

mesti on the spot the msg receive

kita balas, baru sonok msg2.

dgn nama Allah, aku tak

lupakan korg. I do miss evryone of you.

mybe as time passes,

we do need to realize that we

no longer close as b4.

aku kat sana pun, selalu je terigt skola lama

rasa nak kembali pun ada.

nak call korg, masa takde, syilling lg

yg call aku, sorry.

I'll try to call you guys back.

Especially, Razif ;

sorry sgt sgt, terbyk ignoring ur calls n msgs

when ajak jumpa byk giler

sbb tak dpt jumpa.

nak contact melalui FB je okayy ;)

ps ; sorry !

The Curriculum Week ;)

to be continue...

Walking around

30thJuly2011

date with Amiera Khairina .

I love her !

Aakkkk auummmmm !~

I know I should not falling for him

but I just cant get myself out of the game.

how hard I try , I keep falling apart.

tp kenapa heh, baru skrg aku

minat die. tapi tak mengapa.

No one would like me,

and so do him.

I just want u to knw I just love the way u r

not bcause ur loking. Tq k

I prefer to be ur friend :)

Ohh Mak Gua !

Im home. and guess what, im leaving tomorrow.

best giler kan ? grr

Minggu niyh balik option. 3hari jela.

last week, best giler.

Rabu aku balik, sabtu aku kembli.

hahaha, tu balik bersebab.

sbb apa ? biar aku jele yg tahuuu k. hoho

Semalam niat balik naik bas sekola pegi MC,

akan tetapi yee, malangnya,

school bus on schedule send debaters, pegi gombak.

so kena naik bas batang melaka.

oo what i call it, bas town.

My first experience WHOA !

sumpah aku bengang gile

gerak pukul 12,

smpai nak pkul 2. dah bole sampai KL jek lama

mana tidak, kejap kejap berhenti.

jalan jauh. siap u-turn segala.

dan yg plg aku terkejut,

dah le first time naik bas,

bolee pulak ada accident grrr

bas langgar bontot kereta.

k laaa tak citer psl accident tuuuu.

smpai sampai, kebetulan,

abg pun smpai the same timing.

then, aku letak bag dlm kete.

terus jalan jalan ngan maryam kat MC.

after that pegi tesco jap.

then lintas gi Jusco baru, and what !

it was raining. but who cares ?

redah jekkkk.

smpai beli tiket wyg terus

tgk wyg Harry Potter, 4.55 p.m

then pegi makan kat pizza.

sumpah kenyang tahap agung

cari album, tak jumpa

yg lekat ngan hati :'(

grr. habes wyg pkul 7.05.

heeee, abg maryam

jemput dieeeeeeeeeeeeee !

awww !~ hensem.

k bye ;p hehehohohohoho

These memories come back to haunt

I MISS THE MOMENTS AT TUN TUAH !

truely missing them.

many things i learnt there ;

subjects, friendship, trust,

leadership, love, important of controlling emotional,

happiness, enjoyment, success,

and being urself the most important thing

will there any chance for us to learn in a room,

called classroom.

I truely miss my previous forms ♥