25th Febuary 2010.

oh my god.

lutfi cant stop maluu kan me. stop it girl2.

HAHAHAHA.

Lutfi

asl ko mintak maaf secara terbuka?

lau aq malu siot

5:37pmThiera

sbb aku marah dieorg depan org ramai

lg un aku td stress giler.

byk masalh

tu aku putus asa then aku minta maaf jela

5:37pmLutfi

o

diaowg maafkan kew?

5:40pmThiera

nasib la.

tp td giler lepas tension la.

5:40pmLutfi

o

apa faktor korg gdh?

5:42pmThiera

panjang giler la citer.

kao rasa td aku ckp minta maaf tu patut ke?

5:43pmLutfi

patut dan wajar

kita umat islam perlu minta maaf

sedangkan nabi muhammad ampun kn dosa umatnya

5:48pmThiera

tp ada satu hal lg.

and that is dgn ejad.

5:48pmLutfi

minta maaf jew

5:49pmThiera

die dah maki2 aku myspace.

cuba kao baca.

tah la aku nie berperasaan tak.

sbb aku risau tp tergelak2 bila bce.

5:50pmLutfi

seorang tu akn terima maafan drpd owg lain...caye la

sbb seseorang tu ada ati yg lembut

5:51pmThiera

yela. tp aku menyesal sbb aku marah dieorg. aku patut kawal marah aku.

5:52pmLutfi

marah tu la syaitan yg hasut

terbukti la kita umat yg lmh

5:53pmThiera

eceh, asal kao alim giler semacam nie?

5:53pmLutfi

sbb aq bru lps solat

5:53pmThiera

ohh. BHAHAHAHA

ohhhhhhhh man. I dont believe wht I have done. aku minta maaf depan satu kelas. mmg malu la. gler kalo tak malu. aku tercengak kat depan kelas, aku suruh dieorg senyap then suma pandang aku. aku terdiam, jantung aku dup dap laju gler. then dgn ego aku. aku buat gak sbb aku tension masa tu.biila aku ckp sorry kat teha miera, aku kena boo. HAHAHAHAHA. kebetulan lepas tu ckgu msuk, good.

then minta kbenaran nak gi kelas 5B. so aku minta maaf kat kak miera hamer, tp mse tu terigt nak ckp sorry kat ejad. tp gagal. aku takleh luahkannya. sbb aku masih kat die lg. tp masa rehat dieorg, lepas jmpa kak amiera, aku gi cari ejad. tp tak jmpe. punya tnya org tp tk dpt. so i decide to msuk kelas. sbaik ckgu tak marah. balik aku tggu la die, tggu kwn2 die pegi. tp lama gler, so then I give up.

aku gi jmpe kembar td. aku slow talk nan die. then kiteorg oke dah. konklusi, lepas aku minta maaf kat dieorg, aku rasa beban aku dah takde. AKU BOLEH BELAJAR CM BIASA. yg ejad tu, aku dah selalu mcm tu nan die. kteorg baik atao gaduh same je. tetap tak ckp antara satu sama lain.aku redha je.

22nd FEBUARY 2010

td ada study group konon.

Man, 222days more for PMR. Mcm tak caya ahh.

Hajar : tira kao pasti ke nak teruskan mcm nie je.

*mata-mata melihat aku yg sedang korek idung. ahha gelakkkkk

Thiera : blurp blurp *bunyi ikan.hahahah. hmm apa kao ngaban tgh hari buta nie.

Hajar : eh aku tak bergurau eh, kao lupa janji kita (aku, hajar, dynah, teha, miera) ?

Thiera : yg mana eh?

Hajar : THIERA!!! yg "forget the past, cheerish the future". walo kao dah tak baik nan dieorg?

Thiera : *diam buat seketika. aku igt lg lah. Janji mana leh lupa cmtu je an?

Hajar : apa kata kao baik je semula nan dieorg termasuk si R ko tu demi PMR. kang lepas PMR, gaduh balik.

Thiera : *BHAHAHA. siak er kao. tp aku mmg terfikir un. tp tu la, bila terigt ayat "cheap bitch" tu balik. aku mcm susah nak lupa. dgn hal kembar td, aku gi ckp nan akak die un tah buat pe. dgn tooooooot tu lg.

Diyanah : tira tak nak gaduh2 dgn spe2 la taun nie. kata janji. tp si keluarga kembar mmg mcm ****. haahaha

thiera : aku mmg dah terfikir nak lupakan je suma nie. tgk mcm td, aku takde focus kat PMP langsung. bg aku fikir dulu leh? ckgu sim un nak jmpe akak die esk. ejad tu, insyaAllah aku bole maafkan die. sbb aku un pena buat mcm tu, tp takde maksud kan org tu un. saje je gimik gna ayat kasar. teha nan dieyla, hmmmmmm. PEGI MATI.

Hajar & Dynah : THIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thiera : BHAAHAHA. yela. aku tak gurao. aku marah sehari je. yg lain saja buat gimik mcm angin. dah belajar bkn ckp pasal masalah aku lah. ngoishhhh :D

Td study group aku un bkn study on. otak layang sana sini. "forget the past, cheerish the future" aku tak kan nak pecah janji nie, sbb aku yg buat janji nie. oke, I PROMISE :

----->Hal kembar, tgk jela apa yg akan berlaku. sbb td mmg aku buat silap dah tersound akak die. sbb takleh tahan marah.

-----> Teha and dieyla : aku berat hati la sikit. tp yelaaaaaaaaaaa. no igt2 kisah dah terjadi.

-----> ROHAIZAD HUSIN tu. ahha. lupakan aje. aku un pena buat cmtu, tp takde lah sekasar ayat die guna. tp die ckp die tak mksudkn aku. siap ckp aku tak matang hahahaha. kelakar bila igt balik.

persoalannya, cmne dan apa aku nak buat agar nmpk aku dah oke nan dieorg?

keep holding

1st day of schooling after CNY.

man, teruk ah.

but not after 9.00 a.m.

ohhh. my giler had back.

then 9.40 science period,

gosh, oke kiteorg dah msuk chapter 4.

ahha. takde pape best pon.

tp tu la, chapter nie len sikit.

dimulakan suara kerbau ketawa.

disudahi dengan rasa tak sabar nak tggu next period.

oke, abt the problems.

Tak usah dibesarkan.

lantak lah jela

----> si kembar nak fitnah mcm2.

----> teha and dieyla memburukkan aku

----> ejad kata aku "cheap bitch" = best juga ayatnya.

GOSH, td kat skola mengantuk tahap kritikal lah.

ada smpai gi toilet tido jap.

tak pena aku buat.

yela smlm tak cukup tido.

kan keluar belah ibu sembhyg tikong.

then main letup2.

ahha.

HELL-O

YES. Tell you what, ROHAIZAD HUSIN

i still cant over it.

and never can over it.

PUASSS?

I thought you said at first time you tell me your feeling,

I told you that "kao tak kenal aku lg, jgn menyesal kang"

Then you said, I know you and that made you have that kinda feeling toward me.

and now HELL-O,

you are yelling and scolding me at my back.

believe others than me.

selama nie teha and miera were pretanding,

sbb aku yg suruh.

sbb aku tak nak kehilangan kao

tp malang aku jadi cemburu lak.

sbb teha amek kesempatan,

dan itu yg bbuat aku gaduh dengan die dulu.

tp apa, die mcm tak kesa je gaduh nan aku,

aku gak cakap dgn die

ada pernah kao tnya napa aku gadoh dengan die?

tak perna, sbb aku tao kao anggap nie suma sbb perangai aku.

oke fine

ramai ada kata kao guy, ada pernah aku kata kao guy.

aku perna ragu masa tu bru start kita rapat.

lme2, aku kwn nan kao, aku percaya kao tak.

do I ever said you gay?

then why you call me bitch.

tak kesa lah kao tak nak ngaku,

i believe kao maksud kan aku. kalo tak sapa lg?

I maybe still have this kind of feeling towards you,

but im sure one day it will fade away when I gone.

and my promise is,

if only i got a really good result, at least 6a's

i'll go forever.

why must be me again?

Just if you be at my shoes,

what do you feel if someone make a promise

and easily broke it without telling you.

what would you feel then? doing something you dont even wish to do that so.

im crying one night only thinking abt it that night on the 1st feb.

and we fought at the 2nd feb.

i dont think so you still remember the date we fight, even when we happy.

that day we fight, we are having geo paper, you know what,

tak tao lah kao reliese ke tak,

I gone out for 20 minute,

i went to surau, and crying.

now you storing to others abt me.

YESSSSSSSSS!! WHATEVER. im a setan that only friend with setan.

'cause I yell on you, my own ex-bestfriend.

you like an angel.

last word for you

"you dont know me yet and never"

that makes me more in pain cause,

you said we're best friend, but what?

2008 and currently

masa 2008. muka mintak kaki je.

oke skrag mcm nie la. badget shial**

admire this girl so much. i knew her since i was 12.

follow all her current issues.

she doesn't know me pon.

ehhe. click the pic for clearer view.

she's so adorable, clever, sporting one.

dush.

current issues.

"Current Issues" ahha.

ayats nak gebang.

oke, me as well thiera ---> dieyla, teha && miera

is now no longer friends.

muktamad.

I cannot tahan anymore.

i've already korban gituh, when dieorg buat smthing aku tak jituh,

but when they have made promise then pecah. dush, i became setaning

ahha.

oke, kata gi cross country, i mean merentas desa,

siap calling2, then if i dont ask miera on monday,

on tuesday my thought was they coming with us.

but im okay bila pg tuesday.

but bila dtg pg selasa, diyanah sedih and marah nan dieorg.

aku naik hot maksimum tbe2.

aku mula2 tak nak kecoh mrh dieorg,

so I shouted towards Hajar.

sian hajar.

tp die punya takde perasaan, bole gelak.

HAHAHHA.

rehat, aku dah takleh tahan, then aku marah mereka2 itu.

in public. heran giler aku tak malu or shy or whtever,

straight foward je aw.

tak sngka pun leh ngaban marah sampai mcm tu.

tp tu la setan jin suma dah back up aku and kasi sokongan moral

ehhe.

mula lah pergaduhan kami.

tp aku syg miera. aku tak marah miera.

mmg selama nie ikut org je keje.

ok. im sad but PUAS.

kem KRK.

As usual, kem wajib every year.

on the 29th and 30th Febuary 2010.

at kem asahan, majlis sukan negara, jasin.

best giler.

bilik mcm lah hotel.

ada balcony.

tp i stayed kat G floor.

main panjat gi bilik kwn.

balcony dimana tgh mlam masuk bilik kwn.

hhahaha.

muka keagakkan stim. ehhe

eceh. tak sejuk mana un.

Hari itu jumaat jugak pagi uh, kene ceramah.

dugh nanges2.

so kat kem alim la skit.

my ayat roman tu still giat digunakan.

ahha.

lalala. drive me hell bila nan kwn2.

eehhahahe

introducing. HAHAHAHA

lamao gler tak update.

sibuk with dunia baru 2010

tahun yg dimulakan dengan dugaan.

aku mao dipulaukan bole? please :DD

eh, eh. first and second of school of 2010,

jmpe die, main ego lg.

AHHAHA.

tp aku dapat hidayah,

ahha, poyo er.

aku un bebaik nan die.

aku tak nak just sbb kan ego and perasaan aku,

persahabatan aku dan kao tak baik.

so here we are,

we are back as friend.

My Life for this holidays

here I am.

oke its almost new year. 2010 !!

WOW. going to face the PMR. haish.

kinda exiting.tomorrow im going to school.

on duty for form 1 orintasi.

2 thn lepas, aku lah bdk mentah F1.

24th december 09.

my dudes got their PMR.

congret Fauzan 5A3B, Ejad 7A1B, Hasmira 8A , Min 8A.

Pandai la gak korg. gak je k. ehhe.

fauzan aku aku tak leh caya. BHAHAHHA.

Ejad, your mom sure be proud of you.

currently, rarely online.

1st, boring sikit ble on9.

2nd. im finishing all the korean dramas.

yg plg minat, boys over flowers.

hero die, ttell you what.

im addicted with his handsome-ness.

HAHAHHA. dulu lee dong wook. skrg, lee min ho :DD

cuti nie gler ngerun,

almmost every night mimpi ejad.

saja straight 4ward.

im talking to myself, ain't me?

mimpi kteorg melalui saatt gembira bersama.

sekali tu je mimpi kteorg punya ego.

tp guess what. Im ever it already.

thank God. ehhe

lately...

ohh no.

I cant breathe anymore. HAHAHHA.

ADDICTED sgt15 :DD

He is soo "yen tao" which is handsome.

durh. you drive me crazy, LEE MIN HO !!

teardrops.

please la. You really hurt my feeling badly.

then how can I move on.

enjoying ourself before PMR

rotate kan kepala anda 90 darjah. HAHHA

HOYEH. HAHHA. Sonok glerr weh. kteorg gi shoppingg seharii suntuk.

aku, miera, Diyanah. Bdk RK tetap next year jela. kteorg gi MP && DP.

dush. dtg parent miera anta kteorg kol 11 lebih. diyanah mak die anta.

smpai, toilet && kedai hotlink jadi serbuan dowh yg kat MP;)

Then, terus gi DP. nak tgk sabira. oke then gi beli tiket wyg.

pergh, bergadoh nak tgk wyg. akhir sekali cerita melayu gak ditengok.

tgk cite Santau. dush, igtkan citer tu bosan.

bila da tgk. besh juga

k. ada seram, kelakar un ada.

tak perasan lak, ada kwnlen gak dlm pwagam yg sme.

HAHHA.

kteorg gi mkn MCD jela.

then gi kedai gmbr amek gmbr. dush kecoh je. HAHHA.

seterusnya gi karaoke. perghhh. sonok!!

HAHHA.

kteorg nyanyi2. nak 20 buah lagu. so bersamaan 20 hinggit.

tp duit sharing2 la.

dush, then arin dtg,

aku gurau je mse die msuk bilik karaoke,

aku guna mike ckp

"aku benci ao, nazrin"

"balik la kao"

ehhe.

then die marah gler babing dgn aku :'(

aku bergurau jela nazrin ;) sorry

lepas tu beli aiskrim && lepak kat pdg DP. smpai magrib.

mse mlm tu jugak, kat DP tgh testing Hot AIR Balloon.

so kteorg nikmati

permandangan. Tp an mcm bodo2 je. dieorg

mcm tak pakar lgsg. HAHHA. then jenama jacker lak tuh =.="

Oke then kteorg jln jalan && jalan smpai ayh aku dtg.

fuhh, pkul 9.30 bru smpai. AHHAHA.

Kesimpulannya, kteorg enjoy glerr :DD

durh

Whoa !!

penantian berakhir.

Die online.

BHAHHAHHA.

dah lme doh aku tggu.

mcm nak aje tido tak bgun2,

then ble die on,

aku bangun.

ekeke

but the truth is

Im so confused with my feelin'

do I still heart him or not.

durh =.="

walo cmne un

aku dah bole terima kenyataan.

walk.

ohh.

first time ohh kuar jln nan miera.

ohh.

everything tak jln sepertii yg dirancang.

we came late.

durh.

tak dpt tgk wyg.

tggu arin dtg.

punya lah lme.

I left miera && arin.then

mereka blas dendam.

maka tggl kan daku.

AHHA.

tggu dieyla && azri.

ohh.

punya lame.

duhh.

nok nok.

then jln sorg2.

gi thai kuang.

meet them back.

okay then dieyla && azri pun gi sne.ohh.

then set to play bowling.

on the way, erghh.

i notice im just kacau-ing them.

they with couple.

and im alone.

but its okay.

i dont care.

jln2 tawa2.

main bowling.

dieyla & azri kne balik cos naik bas.

miera bila nak ending,

ayah die dah smmpai.

so buat hal.

tp kte tetap finish the game.

hoahah.

mereka amek gmbr.

so sweet. wakaka.

i heard ayah miera was soo angry,

dgr die jerit trough the phone.

oh no.

balik arin anta g entrence.

cool ;)

so kte balikk.

mahadir was so angry with us.

but couldn't show it.

then, baiknya aku,

minta maaf kt die.BHAHHA.

baik kan. *poyo je.

please..

im want you to know,

you're my friend.

i dont love you,

but i like you as friend should be.

i dont think the msges that i sent to you,

show that I love you.

im really haapy to have you as my friend,

but please dont missled my ways.

appriciate everything you've done to me,

im happy with it.

I love him.

*sorry if I on perasan myself.

dedicate to aiman naim

im not a busy body person.

I do keep my mouth shut when I know any secrets.

tak kesah spe dah hasut kao.

kao mmg blum knal aku lg.

tuhan je ah tao.

kao hnya boleh fitnah je.

kenyataan still kenyataan.

kdg2 geram gak dgn kao main tuduh.

tp bile fikir2,

kao tak kenal aku,

so aku tak patut marah kao.

so thank you saying me busy body,

and it's annoying.

OH SHITTY !!

ohhh mannn.

im on weight.

balik singapore, naik 7 kg,

erghhh.

cmne nie.

nak aje terjun bangunan.

bila nak kurus wehhh.

sob..sob..